Blizzard Orc

Well, I don't know how and why, but this last week my anxious brain stopped, and I could think clearly and calmly. So I did this one, with FOCUS now:

With the goal of doing Card Game art, I realised that at some point doing my art journey that started in 2012, I lost the focus, the will, the FUN of doing art.

Thinking back now, maybe it was too much advice from all sorts of people. Or maybe too much of "seeing art" instead of "doing art". A week ago I stopped to think: what am I doing with my life? That suddenly my art will get better? FML.

I feel really really upset with myself, for ALL THE TIME WASTED. Have I never stopped learning, I could easily be working in the industry right now.

Some weeks ago I also posted an orc, so, after this "insight" of focus, I decided to re-do it.

Back - again

Well it has been a long time.

A lot of things changed.

And I'm still trying to break into the industry. But, MY FAULT: I've not been doing my homework properly. I think too much, which leads to a lot of unnecessary thoughts, emotions and doubts.

Anyway, here's some art to catch the feeling again.

Future

Hi there!

I have some late art to show besides instagram updates.

Apart from this, I am struggling lately with my art specially because I am worried about things that are out of my control, like some moral/ethical toughts about art and the illustration profession. I am also slowly trying to come back to my writing hobby. In other words, I am tormented by a wanna be career shift.

Tumblr

I am not going to update this blog that much anymore. You can keep in touch with my work through my tumblr: http://mateuskrocha.tumblr.com/

It's rat weekend!

Class

 Some stuff I've been doing for class:

Merry Christmas!